I can feel the joy of my tears

I can feel the joy of my tears
Passing through the terror of my fears
I can feel the comfort of my tears
I'm not alone but no one is here

There is still joy in every beat of my heart
For each is a new moment for life to restart
To begin anew making a pattern of all our parts
For new thoughts to form from the mind's sparks

And when I look at the stars at night
How sad I am that over differences we fight
When in the Universe's diversity is found Creation's Light
How tragic that our hatred has blinded our foresight

For the reality we live in is based on manipulated lies
We've always been visited by others from the stars beyond our skies
For our egos turned to them as Gods for answers to the whys
We've never come to accept that all life lives transforms n dies

The stars themselves cycle through a life of their own
How big an ego has humanity really grown
The genetic map of the Earthlings becomes finally known
How long 'till we're working the harvest of clones

Is it Ets or humans using dead babies for new body parts
Are we really living true to the spirit of our hearts
Is it really our ego that makes our reality such a lark
But when it dies where do they apply the juice to restart

And as you think about that across the holes of your mind
Can you truly tolerate the life of some other strange kind
And who are you to say it is the end of their own time
Can you hear the whispers and understand the many signs

Ride the light of spirit energy direct from Creation
For the paddles will only put your heart in motion
It drives the energy needed for an ego's notion
For in the in-between you've grown through evolution

I can feel the joy of my tears
Passing through the terror of my fears
I can feel the comfort of my tears
I'm not alone but no one is here

Rhw 4-27-2000